For last 8 months or so I have been working towards achieving a body-mind-soul balance. It had started to seem to me as if everything in my life was lop-sided and my conviction that in this journey of life, you need to travel light, was growing stronger and stronger. So what did I do? The same that I always do! I asked for help and understanding from the powers that be and lo and behold, answers were falling in my lap!
Whenever I become aware of anything, situations and people around me adjust themselves and go extra length to ensure that I have understood the reason for this attention and also learn from the experience. My whole focus has gone through a huge paradigm shift and lots of fears have parted ways from my psyche. Only as I bid them good bye do I see that such monstorities used to stay inside me! But now I can be nice to them as they no longer are with me.
I am no longer scared about speaking my mind. People who know me will say that I always do so and that I usually never sugar coat. But that not speaking my mind. There is no need to be rude to people if you are speaking your mind - these two acts are not mutally exchangable. I now say what I feel that I have understtod or my perspective of the situation AND I do not analyse and super analyse and further super analyse what I had said and if it was right to say. I also do not start imagining things that people might be thinking about me after I have finished saying my piece.
I am also a little less greedy :). Fear and greed are two sides of the same coin so by law of synchroniciry, if one part gets affected, the other shall too.
My body is also in sync now and I am more connected. I am more choosey about the food that I put in it. Prioroties seems to have changed and for this I have to thank a lot of people in my life.
I am also more playful and peaceful and happy and laughing and more alive! On the other side, my breathing is more settled. So both roots and shoots are growing and the feeling is amazing. At this stage of my life I am more grounded than I have ever been in my life.
Shortly, I am about to embark on a new journey...A journey that will have me make my final break from the old patterns and old style of living. A new dawn in around the corner and see my long lost love of poetry surface again. Log forgotton snippets of once beloved poems are constantly floating in my mind. Music is in the air...and I am walking on it, or maybe floating....
I have completed my jump and and things have already begun happening. Waiting seems to be over.
