Sunday 5 August 2007

The paradox descends...

Returning after almost a month to write something worthwhile...

I have discovered, after knowing for a long, long time, that I have all the time in the world to do all the things I want to do (or to postpone them!) and on the other hand time is slipping like sand from my fist and I am not sure if I should hold it even more tightly or just let it all go in one swift movement of opening my fist.

I understand this complimentary opposite things now. Both are true. There is no hurry, but is not much time left either. In fact, no time is left. Only this very moment is available - and there is no hurry to spend it or use it. Can you imagine? I don't even know whom I am addressing!

But I am sure this is it! The key to this quest I am on...to flow and know and yet keep flowing....

Lots of courage and deep faith is required. I am up to the task....Because I am waiting - I have been waiting for a long, long time - I am waiting for a happening...I do wonder when it will manifest, but somehow I am not in hurry, I am relaxed and at the same time I understand that time is running out.

I will not edit this post...Something written in the moment with least interference from my side...

May this flow continue.....